What is in heaven that everyone wants to be there? Is PNoy's "matuwid na daan" the path in going to that certain place?

"Every time I see you, my life turns upside down." - Fra Lippo Lippi

Plans

My list for the things to be accomplished this first semester in college runs long. I wish to achieve them all on or before the semester ends.
1. Finish 20 books
So far, I've closed down two. *laughs* I'm almost done with the other two. I wish to finish a hundred this year but since it's already late, I lowered it to 20.
2. Read 30 pieces of classical literature
As for the time, I have read 5. I want hit up to 30, and if possible, as many as I could get for this semester. I know it's very helpful for me.
3. Post 5 short stories in my 3 blogs
Since high school, I wished to publish stories but wasn't able to fulfill it. I hope this time. May not be in the national paper but at least in blogs. Because there, at least I have few readers. :)
4. Buy at least 6 novels/books
I lost my old books to "good hands". They don't have mercy on my effort to collect them, but anyways, I hope to buy new sets of good finds. I miss seeing my shelves full again.
5. Buy a new cellular phone and change my sim card.
I'm tired of texting to people who will not text me back so I'll change my sim card [so as with my mobile number] without informing them that I'm changing it. Neither will I save their number. With regards to new phone, if ever possible, it should be wi-fi capable. hehe
6. Buy a guitar and learn to play piano
Music is the language of my soul and it epitomizes the real me. I can sing though not too well. I can strum the guitar that's why I want to have one. It's a long-time to dream, that is to own one. And since I know how to play the guitar, I've longed to finger a piano's keys. Hope it may come true. This.Time.
7. Buy 10 pieces of dress, and 5 pairs of flat and heeled shoes and sandals
I have 2 pairs of heeled shoes and 3 pairs of flat ones; 2 sandals; and, countable dresses. But I keep wearing them all so I feared of wearing them out. hahaha.
8. Tidy up my bedroom
I'm a girl yet my room is not the you-think-well-groomed-one property. I want it arranged well: the books on their proper places; dresses, blouses, and skirts [because I don't have pantaloons] folded and hung well; the shoes, sandals and slippers on their right areas; and other things tidied up. I'll be graduating soon, at least, I'll see my room to be in order even once. :D

With my conscience, I think I can accomplish them all. Just "I think." *laughs*

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Merdz
07/02/2011

I can't bear to see you with someone. So I chose to be silent. I feared most the thought of losing you but what else an ordinary person could do? Nothing but wait to be recognized. It's a sad truth. But reality sucks. It's swallowing me whole. I can't pull you to be with me. I can't hold you. I have no right to do such. I texted you, you replied zilch. Automatically, I am nipped with a painful fact - you can never be mine and it's so hard to say goodbye to someone else you NEVER had.

Black heels

Because I want to raise my height a little higher, I've suffered much because of a dumb wish. Anyways, It'sworth a try. I got sprains,bruises, and few wounds. The pair of shoes has a 3inches height and I think (in my own eyes), I am a skyscraper already.

So, now, got a swelling vein on my feet. tsk.

This is how the shoes looked like. It makes my feet wobbly every time I go downstairs.

Well, this is how creepy the shoes look.

2011 Legislative Minor Branch Officer's Election

I have turned over the role of being the SSG COMELEC Chairman and I'm glad I did. But I noticed, everything was not running smoothly as what had happened the last time. The new Chairman forgot some rules, the adviser himself is a trying hard 'omniscient' of the Constitution and By-Laws of the Students in the College. Well, anyways, I have no rights now to intervene in the Election's procedures. Who am I now?

But knowing that I'm after for a proper and clean election, I took pictures. I am not violating any, though. It's in the CBL that anyone can take pictures as long as he/she is not a disturbance. And being on the media group (pub staff) of the institution, I think I have the right to do so. Afterall, I will not say anything. I will let the pictures share and tell the story on their own.

Apart

One seat apart
It's so hard to let you go.
But it's now a never.
That one last moment.

One year, nine months, and 24 days
Everything ended in just a second.
It's over and there will never be us anymore.
No matter how I'll try.