Love doesn't always end up with a happy ending. Sometimes, it ends up with one conclusion. But even though it will end up with bitterness and full of heartaches, we always want to feel it again. Love is pathetic, full of sorrows, lots of patience, millions of understanding, overflowing with pain. It makes our life miserable, makes our life sucks. Love ruins our life. But a life without love is not life afterall.

Is love

We should not
start arguing
to see how brave
a heart is

it can't be gauged
by finger span
outstretch
or face-down

immeasurable

close your eyes so you'll see
lose so you'll win

difficult
befuddling

but isn't it
love's
like this

"I can feel your pain
but I will hand it back."

Of the many men in the world, why you? You who never bother to smile. You who never seem to care. You who never let her go. You who never see me likes you. Of the many men in the world, why you?

They said, once you'll be a graduating student, try to look around you and appreciate what you'll see. But, yes, I see everyone who passes by me and yet I'm not interested. I'm waiting for that someone to pass by and say "Hi!" AND, of all the people, it's him who'll never bother to come along my way. We're on the parallel line--he's there and I'm here. How will he able to see me if he's nowhere to be found? How will we be able to meet since we're not in the same circle, instead, on opposite ways?

Heartless Eloquent

What should I say?? Well, I am disappointed that's why I'm feeling melodramatic again. What a teacher he has been.. no mercy, just insincerity and numbness were all he have. 

 

 

 

I can't help my tears. I am tired, actually but what keeps me moving is the fact that I have to comply his requirements. Though I am tired but I can't do nothing with it. As he said, "That's part of life. Wait until you become."

 

 

 

What if I won't become like he thought we will because of him? Darn it!

 

 

 

Fine! My grade was the most special of all the grades distributed---INC. Mess, splotch of shame.

 

 

 

Sir, just let me pass the subject. You're intelligent, alright, but it doesn't mean, you have to be mean. Just be as you are and don't struggle to compete with other teachers. It's helpless.

 

 

 

Mercy and love should be the two things you should have and give. Will you?

Sayang

Ang gipangandoy kong medalya
tapos ang upat ka tuig nga pag-eskwela,
kalit nga nahanaw
tungod lamang sa project nga nabahaw.

Bisan pa'g ako naningkamot
nga ang gidahom makab-ot,
wala bisan sa kadiyot
nabag-o ang imong pag-buot.

Naguol ko naghuna-huna
nga ang gidahom ni mama
nga sa hinapos akong madawat
imong gikawat.

10 Days to Heaven

If given 10 Days to heaven, I would utilize it to do the following:

1. Visit US’ Library of Congress. I want to be taken aback with thousands of books. Added to that, I want to see how the conveyor belts move to transport books from their respective shelves to the hand of the person who’ll read it. The President’s Book of Secrets is not a exemption, of course.

2. See Mount Rushmore at the Black Mountains of South Dakota.Those big stone-faces were incredibly made and I am interested to see the lake behind these great black rock-carved faces.

3. Go to Guangzhou, China and walk on the longest bridge of the world! Doesn’t matter if it’ll take hours and hours before I’ll reach the other end of the bridge. Seeing the picture’s not enough, experiencing the feeling of being there makes it a satisfying experience.

4. I should see the Holy City in Jerusalem. Knowing that the foundation of Christianity started there, to see the relics is a must.

5. Be awed with the magnificence of Victoria Falls in Zimbabwe, Africa. Even in pictures, the water falls’ so grand!

6. Go to Finland, try sauna and dive into the snow/icy water afterwards. Finland is one of the coldest cities in the world and famous for their Finnish sauna bath.

7. See the royal family in Buckingham Palace.I love fairytales though it only happens to real life at seldom circumstances, but seeing the royal family will satisfy my craving for fairytale stories – that there are real princes and princesses, queens and kings, and all that consist that royal family.

8. Personally see His Royal Highness Andrea of Monacco. My god! His face really looked like that of the pretty face prince in a fairytale! I could die right away if ever, but knowing I still have two days, I wish to extend life and hope he will fall on me and marry me (laughs).

9. Go to Palawan, plant trees, and sign the No To Mining petition.I want to do humanitarian act before I’ll die. At least I have done something useful and important to the Filipino people and to Mother Nature.

10. Set off to his place and marry him. Why not?! Don’t ask me anymore. It’s fine for me to die after the marriage. At least, in my last breath, I am with him andhe is with me. *

*But I still wish to live long so I could enjoy my life with him (giggles).