Out of my profound desire to pour out this pain inside, I insisted to write optimistic lines about life so I would be encouraged to live up and zealously stand amidst the scarcities and heartaches I experienced and 'will' come across.
I am often bombarded with suicidal attempts. Human as I am, I cannot stop it from occurring in my mind. But one thing's certain with me is that, I never cease to trust in God. Every time I feel like I want to give up, this conscience inside reminds me of the beauty of His creations and the life I found in them -- the wonders of rising and setting of the sun, the unending ebb and flow of the sea, the refreshing gush of the air, the sweet tweets of the birds, the noises of the crickets at night, the lovely moon when full -- all these imply the goodness of God that every humans enjoyed with any re-compensation.
Awed by the fact that I am not alone in this world who suffered such pains and torments in life, I decided to do my best to inspire others, that is, work on making things better and not bigger and focus on the bright side of life [but not overlooking the darker ones].
As the Italian proverb goes, "Vivere senza rimpianti" which can be transalated as "to live without regrets," life is full of awesome things to see and wonderful things to achieve and learn. So, why waste time being in pain and sunk in the peat of losers and quicksand of loneliness. I say, "Get out of your shell and see how God magnificently crafted the world!"
Heaven knows now, I am already emotionally settled because I realize, God loves me much that He even died for me [and everyone]*. So why fear of life and be anguished? This time, I am proud to say, LIVE A LIFE OF SERENITY NOT REGRETS. Feel the world and love existence ultimately.
*John 3:16
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Merdolyn Canda
07/05/2011
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