I can't bear to see you with someone. So I chose to be silent. I feared most the thought of losing you but what else an ordinary person could do? Nothing but wait to be recognized. It's a sad truth. But reality sucks. It's swallowing me whole. I can't pull you to be with me. I can't hold you. I have no right to do such. I texted you, you replied zilch. Automatically, I am nipped with a painful fact - you can never be mine and it's so hard to say goodbye to someone else you NEVER had.